I worked both my jobs today, so when my friend asked me to come to her house for campfire/drinks after baby boy was in bed I kind of just wanted to sit in my bed and knit and watch stoopid tv but I didn’t. I went and drank a malibu bay breeze at a campfire where we talked about sex toys and poop and it was a glorious time and I can still sit in bed and knit now 

I just feel awful today, nothing I do helps. So I’m just going to look at beautiful knitwear and chill with my little homie on the couch for the rest of the day.

I have a terrible phobia of insects/things getting into my ears. It happened once when I was laying in a friend’s bed. I had a sort of tickle in my ear and rubbed it like anyone would but heard a weird crunch and a little spider fell out of my ear. I had already been afraid of this but after that it was so much worse.

Now I have an ear infection. I think. I’ve been dizzy and my ear is bothering me. I’ve already poured peroxide in my ear a couple of times and nothing came out so I’m assuming it’s an ear infection. Hoping hoping hoping, and trying not to panic.